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23 November 2008 @ 06:50 pm
FIC: Angel of Mercy (Morgana, Uther, Merlin/Arthur, R)  
TITLE: Angel of Mercy
AUTHOR: Demon Faith
CATEGORY: Darkfic, Angst
CHARACTERS: Morgana, Uther, Merlin/Arthur
SPOILERS: Mordred
RATING: R
WARNINGS: character death
WORDS: 566
SUMMARY: Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end.
DISCLAIMER: I own not the boys, nor the show. It's probably for the best.
NOTES: [info]30_wounds: #26 Die by your hand. (table)

Apologies to you all for the missing fic - there was an errant HTML tag. Thank you to those who commented to let me know, but LJ notifications died and told me squat. *headdesk*

"I don't want to do this, you know."

"Then don't."

Uther sighed deeply and swirled the wine in the goblet. "It is not that simple."

She saw her reflection in the wine, ruby red, and swallowed hard. "He will die without him."

The goblet was slammed on to the table, spilling its contents over the wood. It dripped slowly to the floor, pooling at his feet. "He is a danger to him every second he breathes. You know that as well as I do."

"If he'd wanted to kill him, he would have done it!"

"Enough!" He stood, throwing the goblet on the table. "The warlock dies at sunrise. I will hear no more supplications."

She stared him down. "And what did Arthur say?"

He turned away. "I will not speak of this."

"He begged you, didn't he? He offered his life."

Uther's eyes flashed dangerously. "You…you cannot know that!"

"The walls listen, and they hear. Merlin is liked- no, he is loved by the people in this castle, in this kingdom! They all know him and they whisper his name with reverence-"

"As they should their king!" he thundered, his countenance ugly. "He has…charmed you all."

"He has shown himself worthy of that love! And for that, you would have him die."

"I would have him die for breaking the law! He is an unrepentant sorcerer – living in my castle, servant to my son! I cannot let this pass!"

"So your mind is made up." She had known it would come to this, even as she still prayed it could be averted.

"The penalty for sorcery is death."

"And Arthur must hold the axe?"

Silence echoed through the hall, as he reclaimed his goblet, pressing it between both hands. "He must learn to stand alone. To trust only those of noble birth."

"You would have him cut out his own heart!" she spat and he whirled on her, charging her down, but she held her ground. "You kill him with this order."

"I make him strong!" He turned away and sat, defeated, at the table. "Let us speak no more of this."

The time for words was over. She nodded and carefully extricated the goblet from his grip. "More wine, my lord?"

He released the goblet to her and she poured the wine steadily, the vial in her hand scattering its dust into the drink. She held it out to him and he took it, draining it with one swallow.

She waited.

He choked.

"What…what is this?" Uther clutched at his throat, eyes wide and pleading.

"Forgive me," she said, her voice breaking, as he fell from the chair.

"Morgana…you…betray me…"

She knelt on the floor, resting his head in her lap and closing her eyes. "Easy now, my lord. Take your rest."

"…why…"

"He loves him," she said simply. "Arthur must become king, and Merlin must stand by his side. I…have seen it. As I saw this, this moment. I knew I had to…kill you. For Arthur to survive."

Her tears fell into his hair as he breathed his last, and she quietly got up from the floor. She fetched her cloak from her chair and raised her hood, leaving the castle via the shortest, most deserted route.

She was an exile now – Arthur may understand, but he could never forgive. Yet she did not regret her actions.

One must always follow one's destiny.




 
 
Current Mood: sad
Current Music: 'Closing Time' - Semisonic
 
 
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( 73 comments — Post a new comment )
skyelight2x1[info]skyelight2x1 on November 23rd, 2008 07:10 pm (UTC)
Uh... *looks around hesitantly* Okay, I feel a bit stupid asking this, but... where's the fic?
Demon Faith: merlin arthur[info]demon_faith on November 24th, 2008 10:14 pm (UTC)
HTML FAIL!

Followed by livejournal comment fail = me looking like a fool.

*blush*
Katy: FAIL[info]acetamide on November 23rd, 2008 07:11 pm (UTC)
FIC: IT IS ABSENT.

Though I'm sure it's just shy because it's so awesome.
Demon Faith: merlin arthur[info]demon_faith on November 24th, 2008 10:14 pm (UTC)
*headdesk* Fixed.
ChainFyre[info]chainfyre on November 23rd, 2008 07:24 pm (UTC)
Thirding the 'Where's the fic' bit.

*Confused*
Demon Faith: merlin arthur[info]demon_faith on November 24th, 2008 10:14 pm (UTC)
Apologies - fixed.
larawander5[info]larawander5 on November 23rd, 2008 07:27 pm (UTC)
ditto with above
Demon Faith: merlin arthur[info]demon_faith on November 24th, 2008 10:15 pm (UTC)
Sorry!
(no subject) - [info]larawander5 on November 24th, 2008 10:41 pm (UTC)
(no subject) - [info]demon_faith on November 25th, 2008 09:28 pm (UTC)
xaritomene[info]xaritomene on November 23rd, 2008 08:34 pm (UTC)
I don't want to be a nag, but I'm also curious as to where the fic is hiding? Just because I'm so desperate to read it. *g*
Demon Faith: merlin arthur[info]demon_faith on November 24th, 2008 10:15 pm (UTC)
HTML fail + LJ Notification Fail = MAJOR FAIL.

(fixed)
(no subject) - [info]xaritomene on November 24th, 2008 10:33 pm (UTC)
(no subject) - [info]demon_faith on November 25th, 2008 09:44 pm (UTC)
oximore: Merlin[info]oximore on November 23rd, 2008 09:30 pm (UTC)
Herm, no fic here!!! (or I'm just plain stupid... that possible)
Demon Faith: merlin arthur[info]demon_faith on November 24th, 2008 10:15 pm (UTC)
No, the stupidity is all mine. Errant HTML tag = missing fic!
dgxku: merlin[info]dgxku on November 23rd, 2008 11:57 pm (UTC)
i shall officially become the seventh person to say,

"the fic?"
Demon Faith: merlin arthur[info]demon_faith on November 24th, 2008 10:16 pm (UTC)
I am so sorry! Fixed now!
ravencostello[info]ravencostello on November 24th, 2008 01:24 am (UTC)
Just to emphasise the whole 'no fic' thing, I'm posting. It's also because I'm rarely in the top ten of anything, and here I am - a happy eighth!
Demon Faith: merlin arthur[info]demon_faith on November 24th, 2008 10:16 pm (UTC)
LOL! Thank you for your comment. Now fixed.
(no subject) - [info]ravencostello on November 25th, 2008 12:41 am (UTC)
(no subject) - [info]demon_faith on November 25th, 2008 09:45 pm (UTC)
kuhekabir[info]kuhekabir on November 24th, 2008 05:38 pm (UTC)
hm...fic is missing?
Demon Faith: merlin arthur[info]demon_faith on November 24th, 2008 10:16 pm (UTC)
And yours was the only comment LJ deigned to notity me of, so I thank you.
(no subject) - [info]kuhekabir on November 25th, 2008 08:53 am (UTC)
Jessica[info]lisson17 on November 24th, 2008 10:29 pm (UTC)
i'm so glad this fic is here this time, because it is beautiful.

really well written, and a really interesting take on why Morgana leaves.

thank you muchly for writing this :-)
Demon Faith: merlin arthur[info]demon_faith on November 24th, 2008 10:41 pm (UTC)
Thank you - I'm so embarassed about that! I do love Morgana, and I do see her as willing to make this level of sacrifice.
(no subject) - [info]lisson17 on November 24th, 2008 10:47 pm (UTC)
Anna and Kinath[info]kathkin on November 24th, 2008 10:35 pm (UTC)
: D it was worth waiting for the fic.
That was awesome.

...Though I kind of wish you'd had Merlin die, because I like death!fic...
Demon Faith: die for you[info]demon_faith on November 24th, 2008 10:42 pm (UTC)
*blush* Thank you, though I still feel like an idiot.

I abhor death!fic, because I'm a sucker for happy endings. Though I suppose this isn't really one...oops.
(no subject) - [info]kathkin on November 28th, 2008 05:32 pm (UTC)
Mariana O'Connor[info]mariana_oconnor on November 24th, 2008 10:38 pm (UTC)
Awesome. There is so much awesome in this.

I was having a conversation the other day about how the series would end (I am spoiler free, but I do like to speculate) and we came up with three ideas: Arthur finding out, Morgana going evil and Uther dying. You managed to fit all three into one fic... sort of.

Thank you so much.
Demon Faith: merlin arthur[info]demon_faith on November 24th, 2008 10:43 pm (UTC)
Thank you very much.

I'm also very spoiler free, but I like your thinking. I was certain Arthur would find out last episode, but alas no. I am both eager and uneasy to see the end of the season, mostly because I never want it to end!
Profiterole: Merlin - Merlin and Arthur[info]_profiterole_ on November 24th, 2008 10:54 pm (UTC)
I saw it coming. You rock, girl! <3 Merlin/Arthur is destiny!
Demon Faith[info]demon_faith on November 24th, 2008 11:03 pm (UTC)
I see it coming in the series. If Morgana has to go evil, I want it to be for a reason, because I love her.

And they are that. Thank you!
Asioleh: Arthur[info]asioleh on November 25th, 2008 12:17 am (UTC)
Worth the waiting. Loved it.
Demon Faith: die for you[info]demon_faith on November 25th, 2008 09:45 pm (UTC)
Thank you very much!
marianas[info]magelight5 on November 25th, 2008 12:46 am (UTC)
Wow. Just, wow. What a perfect way to canonify Morgana's storyline.
Demon Faith: die for you[info]demon_faith on November 25th, 2008 09:46 pm (UTC)
Thank you! I can't see Morgana doing anything malicious, so this was my explanation for her "evil turn".
Uther Pendragon's Loyal Wench: uther morgana flirty mcflirtster[info]firthgal on November 25th, 2008 12:49 am (UTC)
Oh, this was wonderful, I loved it! You really nailed the Morgana/Uther dynamic, and the Merlin/Arthur love was present through the whole thing without them even being there. And I'm pretty convinced that Morgana will one day be the death of Uther, so I loved what you did with them here. Awesome, awesome fic.
Demon Faith: die for you[info]demon_faith on November 25th, 2008 09:47 pm (UTC)
Thank you very much! I do love the character dynamics of the show, and Uther and Morgana certainly spark of each other - and I'm glad you saw the boys in it too!

I have this feeling she may well be - we shall see.
je m'appelle angel. je suis LOSER.: pride[info]splintercat on November 25th, 2008 01:46 am (UTC)
Glad to see it here finally. :)

Really beautiful and an interesting and plausible take on what might drive Morgana away.
Demon Faith: die for you[info]demon_faith on November 25th, 2008 09:47 pm (UTC)
Thank you! Sorry about the wait. :s
and that was the beginning of fairies[info]nyx_nox on November 25th, 2008 01:53 am (UTC)
Omg, omg, omg, OMG! *flings self at you in fangirlish glee and awe* You let Morgana leave without going psycho or jealous or just plain evil, I love you!! Also Uther was perfect, the poor man, he does his best.
"You would have him cut out his own heart!" *whimpers* My favourite line. I love that you have such explicitly soulmatey (idek O.o) M/A without them even being in the fic! *detaches self from your person while still expressing awe and love*
I was going to join in the fic hunt last night, but I figured it was another of lj's latest goofs so I said I'd wait patiently. Which is rather OOC for me :D
Demon Faith: die for you[info]demon_faith on November 25th, 2008 09:50 pm (UTC)
*appreciates limpet!nox*

I don't want Morgana to be really evil, so this is my explanation. And Uther does try, but he just doesn't understand and never will.

I love that line too! :) And I'm glad that came through for you.

Aww! *is now cold*

My idiocy to start, and then LJ compounding it by lack of notifications. But we got there in the end!
(no subject) - [info]nyx_nox on November 26th, 2008 05:56 pm (UTC)
ocelotspots[info]ocelotspots on November 25th, 2008 02:07 am (UTC)
Wow. This was really good! I wanted to read it before, but it was missing. I glad the link got fixed!!
green_grrl: M_ArthurBitch[info]green_grrl on November 25th, 2008 03:23 am (UTC)
Oh, what a fantastic way to wrap up all their stories. Yes, I can't imagine Arthur wielding the axe, nor Morgana letting him.
Demon Faith: die for you[info]demon_faith on November 25th, 2008 09:51 pm (UTC)
Thank you! I think that, if Morgana hadn't ended it, Arthur would have refused. But the potential ramifications for the kingdom would've been huge - so Morgana did the right thing, even though it hurt her.
d_o_y: merlin[info]d_o_y on November 25th, 2008 05:44 am (UTC)
Heartbreakingly beautiful the sadness the ridged path of the bitch that is destiny loved it to bits m, can't wait for more 30 wounds Arthlin fics.
Demon Faith: die for you[info]demon_faith on November 25th, 2008 09:51 pm (UTC)
Thank you very much! Destiny in Merlin is a cruel mistress - see Mordred for a perfect example!

I hope to provide more soon!
oximore: Morgana[info]oximore on November 25th, 2008 07:14 am (UTC)
Haha! I freakingly LOVE Morgana! Plus in can't help to notice that even in the many version of the ledgend, Morgana & Merlin nearly never try to kill each other! She try to destroy Arthur, but not really Merlin, and I can't help but think that he really admire him... or maybe my brain is just working too much XD

Anyway, great fic! :) I can see something like this happening! Totally in character & gorgeous!

*memories*
Demon Faith: die for you[info]demon_faith on November 25th, 2008 09:52 pm (UTC)
They don't, do they? I think Morgana would almost do as much for Merlin as Arthur would, and that's what led me to this.

Thank you!
(no subject) - [info]oximore on November 26th, 2008 01:33 pm (UTC)
kuhekabir[info]kuhekabir on November 25th, 2008 08:54 am (UTC)
and this was an excellent story too...hugs
Demon Faith: die for you[info]demon_faith on November 25th, 2008 09:52 pm (UTC)
Thank you!
Kat: Black and red altar[info]clearillusion on November 25th, 2008 01:32 pm (UTC)
Oh :( Poor Uther.

Still, yay for this! I'm loving the lengths everyone will go to for poor Merlin.
Demon Faith: die for you[info]demon_faith on November 25th, 2008 09:53 pm (UTC)
Yes. But he had to die before he could kill Merlin - twas the only way. :(

I think MoT proved my point quite nicely on that.
LB: Merlin Merlin Arthur profiles[info]lonelybrit on November 25th, 2008 04:15 pm (UTC)
Ooh, I liked this. Interesting take on how Morgana wound up an exile of Camelot, destiny can be cruel sometimes. Bravo!
Demon Faith: die for you[info]demon_faith on November 25th, 2008 09:54 pm (UTC)
Thank you very much!

Yes, I prefer this sort of thing than her actually turning to the dark side.
 
 

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